{"id":105,"date":"2025-07-28T18:04:09","date_gmt":"2025-07-28T18:04:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ai30de.com\/?page_id=105"},"modified":"2025-08-05T17:24:24","modified_gmt":"2025-08-05T17:24:24","slug":"metamorphosis-becoming-in-poetry","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/ai30de.com\/?page_id=105","title":{"rendered":"Poetry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignleft size-full is-resized\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1920\" src=\"https:\/\/ai30de.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Things-That-I-want-To-Forgive-Myself-For-You-are-breaking-into-pieces-for-being-a-mother-without-a-child-Crushed-by-a-heavy-load-of-baggage-of-life-that-has-not-been-mild-Years-of-emotions-sav-1-1.gif\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-245\" style=\"width:417px;height:auto\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-source-serif-pro-font-family\" style=\"padding-top:0;padding-bottom:0;font-size:3.4em;font-style:normal;font-weight:500;line-height:1.1\">Metamorphosis: Becoming in Poetry<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity is-style-wide\" style=\"margin-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);margin-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60)\"\/>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-system-font-font-family\" style=\"font-size:1.5em;font-style:italic;font-weight:400\">The Things That I Want To Forgive Myself For<\/p>\n\n\n<div style=\"font-size:17px;font-style:normal;font-weight:500;\" class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt\"><p class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__excerpt\">Healing begins with words. 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